Thursday, August 20, 2009

Philippians 1:3

This is the Willis family. Jeff and Margaret and their beautiful children, Jackson, Cate, and Graham. This picture was taken Easter of 2006. The last Easter for them to be a complete family. You see, Jeff passed away of cancer August 21st, 2006--3 years ago today. This family is so very special to me. They are strong and beautiful and loving. While they do have their differences and fights, the laughs are far more important and tangible. And are their laughs incredible!! I think that is my favorite part about kids. Laughing is healing to the soul. It has been my life's goal to never go a day without laughing and to pass that on to who I'm around. And I've definitely tried to pass that on to these amazing people.
Jeffrey Graham Willis, age 9, is so incredibly special to me. He is the baby of this family. He is smart as a whip, though. Graham loves to play drums--he wants to be a drum teacher. He is also very snuggly. He'll just come up and give me a hug for no reason. I love those random hugs!
Catherine Margaret Willis, age 11 (12 in October), is such a great friend. She and I could talk about anything or nothing at all. We could look at each other and just start laughing. We have definitely had our fights, just like any other friendship, but we always make up. God put Cate in my life for a huge reason. Both of our dads are gone now and that means we have a special bond. I have written before about how Cate and I will miss out on lots of different things in our lives with our fathers. I told Cate that if she ever wanted to talk or anything to call or come and talk to me; I just hope God reminds her of that.
Jackson Alan Willis, age 14, is the ultimate little brother! If I ever had a little brother, I think Jackson would be it! Jackson and I have a special relationship. We can talk about anything. Whenever we talk, we come out laughing. He is so incredibly deep in his faith and he knows who he is. He is just an incredible person all around!! I love him so much!
But whether they like it or not, they are a family minus one. And they are an incredible family all around. Margaret is such a great friend to me. She's always so supportive and loving. She's always willing to listen and give her opinion. I can't imagine my life without her friendship! She is absolutely the best!
Love them.
katie

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Bow the Knee

"Lift your eyes toward Heaven and believe the One who holds eternity.
And when you don't understand the purpose of His plan,
In the presence of the King, bow the knee."
We sang this song in choir tonight. It really made an impression on me and it's so true. Sometimes we don't understand why things happen in our lives but we have to surrender to Him and trust that He knows how life is going to turn out for us.
I got a job at a special needs school here as a teacher's assistant. And I'm still not sure if I'm going to like it or if that's what I'm called to do. But He knows. I just need to bow to Him--surrender all to Him and let life happen as He intended all along. He has a plan for my life and I hope that I'm in that plan right now. I definitely feel like I am. Everything is falling into place just like I knew it would. It was hard, but I trusted that God would provide for me.
"All to Jesus I surrender
All to Him I freely give.
I will ever love and trust Him
In His presence daily live.
I surrender all, I surrender all,
All to Thee, my blessed Savior,
I surrender all."
Until next time...I still owe y'all a chapter.
katie