No motivation for school--yes, I'm back in school (YAY!). I'm supposed to be reading right now.
No motivation for exercising.
No motivation for blogging.
No energy overall.
The only thing that gets me energized or excited anymore is getting to go see my godchildren. I cannot wait to see them in less than 2 weeks! Sometimes, I think it would be easier for me to just move down there. That's another post.
"My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever."
--Psalm 73:26
I've also had a hard time with actually nailing down a major to focus on in my college experience. Speech Therapy? Teaching? Business? Culinary Arts? There are so many choices! In my opinion, there are two reasons why I've had such a hard time declaring a major. 1--My mom killed my dream of a Neonatal Nurse with reality(forget that I'm not that great with science)...and 2--all I've ever wanted to be is a Mom. That's the only consistency in my life desires. So keeping in mind the future family that I plan to have, I think I'd rather be a Teacher. I'm scared to death of this decision, but it's been sticking for about a week now, so I feel pretty confidant that it will be around for a long time. Pray me through this friends. I'm gonna need it!
Also, an UPDATE on my goddaughter Trinity. She's back at home now which is good for the family. They did find out that she has a tumor, which I believe is benign, at the base of her skull located in between the pituitary gland and her brain stem, I believe. Please pray that the tumor will not be there when they go back in 2 months. It's happened before and I know that God can do this. I believe it. I'm going to commit to praying everyday and whenever I think about it until they go back. I'll also be posting my prayers on my prayer blog. I believe that God is still in the miracle business. I hope that you are too.
How can you say no to praying for this beautiful little girl and her healing??
-katie
